Wednesday, August 02, 2006

was reading through my past post. ever since the first day i have this blog. which is back from 2004 till now. the whole procces. and i feel like killing myself now. cant believe that i say all those "lolx, ohx, ahx, lahx, lohx," DAMN DISGUSTING!!!! the stupid Xs. i feel like killing myself. i think i'm damn flirt, cuz i will change gf and to every gf i will say the same thing. what love you always. BULL SHIT!! it's crazy. THANK GOD i'm not like that anymore. but when i look back at all the post about church. i want to be like that again. where i will be all excited for CG, SVC. all this. so envy can, i wan those kind of excitment again!!

and i think those life i lead before i have school totally sucks. because my life was very screwed. like really really screwed. with all the lesbianism, smoking, clubbings. aarrgg. basically it's no life. so thank god for changing my life =))

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